So much of my life has been running.
Running from God. Running from my calling. Running from my blessings.
I’ve squandered each and every opportunity God has provided for me.
I want it to stop.
However, it is easier said than done.
In a recent conversation with God, I was confronted with the reality that I am scared.
I’m scared that I will fail.
I’m scared that I will be ridiculed.
I’m scared my past will destroy my present.
And in the midst of all this fear, God spoke:
“Do you trust me? Have I let any of my servants fail in their calling? Have I ever failed to sustain those who minister in My presence?”
And an overwhelming peace took over.
God will sustain me. God will provide for me.
He has called. I will go.
So…here I go.